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it's a lonely world, but we've got each other

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1.
Super Ocean 03:07
hey, you standing by the waves i just wanted you to know that you won't be alone again on this day, i swear i'm falling in love again
2.
I Wanna Die 05:25
touch of your skin that's leaving me ill what do you do when your heart hurts all the time? i wanna die, i wanna die but not when i'm with you with the way you look at me with those eyes with your head on your knees and your hands close to mine i wanna die, i wanna die but not when i'm with you my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she doesn't wanna be alone going through this highway always reminds me of the lonely nights you’d ask me why i wanna die, i wanna die but not when i’m with you what’s the point of living when everything we’ve known will come to an end, eventually i wanna die, i wanna die but not when i’m with you my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she wants to be known my honey, she doesn't wanna be alone
3.
Don't Leave 04:46
you made me see something i knew i couldn't have when you caught my name and thought it to be strange as you brought your hand to mine i heard you humming a melody so i sang along the beating of your heart i don’t know about your feelings and i’ve lost my faith in mine but i know i feel alright when i’m with you and you say you’ve got a passion for living until you find the truth but lately all you think about is dying wide awake falling under night skies dreaming of tomorrow washed away we’re the kids they don’t believe in but i believe in you i miss the way you’d take a picture of the sea so you’d remember all the cold when it was over and we’d talk about absurdity and laugh at our existence and we’d stay up late when we’re drinking cups of coffee black to drive the pain away i think my meaning is wherever i’m with you now you say you have to go home won’t you stay until the day comes? how much more before we go our separate ways? wide awake falling under night skies dreaming of tomorrow washed away we’re the kids they don’t believe in but i believe in you
4.
our time will never run out there's too much beauty in this world to care about what they think of me everybody, say hey we've been in a lot of pain these days but nothing comes as close to the good kind let's go to a secret meadow! let's go on a grand adventure! anything just to make me feel like i did back when i was younger gonna climb all the mountains gonna kill sexism and all the naysayers anything just to make us feel like we did back when we were younger i'm so in love with you (hey!) i wanna live in the moment but it's so difficult when you look the way you do driving beside you with our songs at the top of our lungs i hope this goes on and on and on let's go to a secret meadow! let's go on a grand adventure! anything just to make me feel like i did back when i was younger gonna climb all the mountains gonna kill sexism and all the naysayers anything just to make us feel like we did back when we were younger i'm so in love with you (hey!)
5.
hiding in the cold always running out of answers we were sprawled out on the floor last night 'cause you're my pink-haired rebel won't you stay forever i can't stand another day of all this getting older i know your soul i've seen you in the haze of every ending through windows, suspended, prescription stay with me and we could die together it's a lonely world, but then we've got each other
6.
twenty-one could you be the one to heal my aching heart your hair on your glasses can i tell you every time i look at you, i think about the years i wasted when you hold my hand does it mean you like me too when you tell me that you miss me i'd spend my day with you forever now you’re mine could you be the one i’d spend the rest of my life with your constant smiling to the 3 ams nothing else can matter 'cause you’re here by my side i want to die when you hold my hand does it mean you like me too when you tell me that you miss me i’d spend my day with you forever
7.
i see you i breathe you my sweet standing in june when the sun comes she won’t be around we’ll set like lovers in bloom when you go just go pay no mind to my breaking soul rendezvous 9:30 my heart is falling apart playing best friends beneath the stars let’s dance and call it a night when you go just go pay no mind to my breaking soul when you go please go pay no mind to my breaking soul why can’t i wipe all those tears from your eyes? when you go just go pay no mind to my breaking soul when you go please go pay no mind to my breaking soul when you go please go pay no mind to my breaking soul ---
8.
an empty life from the moment i found you crashing down from your bathroom window don’t you get it war is over and no one wants to be at your shows fake your empathy and connections motivating the cliques and likes taking hold of a generation by feeding off their isolation you can’t expect when you’re not respecting "man up, skirt down cover that skin" give your seat up 'cuz she’s a lady but you don’t give a shit about the human race sexist views disguised abuse victim blaming you can’t even choose is it any wonder all my friends are sad watching all the loneliness turn into "cash out"
9.
i'm the one and i bet you don't know me anymore what's the point of it all when you wake up to an empty bed with empty feelings in a crowded room and i gave you my all i gave you what was left of this broken heart i had now you're gone you said you'd never leave my side but you did now how can i trust anyone anymore? remember those nights we shared just talking till the sun would rise we'd dream of a life so far from us with such a rush i know you don't even care about that and i gave you my all i gave you what was left of this broken heart i had now you're gone you said you'd never leave my side but you did now how can i trust anyone anymore can anyone tell me what's the point of living when i feel so happy, i just wanna be missed do you remember up the staircase where i met you when i fell you under the moonlight how i found you us together here forever i wanna kiss you i wanna hold you i wanna show you i wanna marry you i wanna kiss you i wanna hold you can't live without you i'm gonna marry you i'm gonna marry you but you shut the door

about

an album combining the first two EPs, "heartbreak city" and "someday we will rule the universe," plus a new song.

"nature has always served as an escape.

constantly, i find myself lost in a society that seems to care only about things that won't matter in the end. every night, i find myself thinking about the point of life, and what the meaning is to all these ups and downs when our lives are eventually going to fade.

i don't know the answers to these, but what i do know is that the unexplainable sadness gets heavier with each passing day. there are moments, though, when i get a glimpse of what i think i'm looking for, and it never comes in the form of words; rather, an experience—being in the moment, knowing the 'end' is an illusion, and trusting everything will work out for the best.

these songs were created as an outlet for the incessant pain. the four songs from 'heartbreak city' were written during a specific phase from 2015-2016. the four songs from 'someday we will rule the universe' were written in 2017, in the midst of a different (but still similar) state of mind. the track 'pink-haired rebel' came shortly after.

i'd like to express my sincerest thank yous to those who've inspired me to love, to the people who broke my heart, to all my musical heroes (too many to mention), to filip for believing in me, and, of course, to the natural world."

credits

released October 18, 2018

all songs written, composed, and produced by kurvine anna chua
album art by K. C.

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